up: rant, pinkmilk

business pitch some VC to raise fund your project
is the same as convincing your parents that being unemployed is actually the right decision, they are investing with my ultimate pro gamer move solution that will make our family rich in return.

• I have a lot of connection with successful people while I’m keep doing this.
• I keep pushing my life forward.
• I’m doing all of this by choice.
  It’s all about expectation management

I think I’m immune to MLM because I’m always did the same thing to my 3AM self and my parents since before I’m graduated.

call me the self-gaslight master.

remarks: This sounded very real so let me clarify this before someone tell me straight to the face to meet a therapist, I’m doing ok now and less doubt with my path compared to the 2025-me. now I have at least 3 backup plans in case something bad happens, have I?

created on: Sun Mar 15 2026